When I was a kid, I used to be nude around the house as much as I could, whenever my family was gone. I was raised in a house where nudity was not truly considered bad, but wasn't allowed either. We wore clothes all the time. We lived in the country, so very occasionally I would go into the woods and strip for awhile. I had always known that I preferred to be without clothes. I was a large kid and was always made fun of for my body. I have worked out and worked hard at keeping myself fit since I was in my 20's. I was married for over 20 years to a woman who did not do a lot for my self esteem or confidence. When I got divorced, I mustered up the nerve to visit our local nude beach. I was nervous, but settled in and took off my trunks. The feeling was amazing. Prior to that moment, I could barely walk down the beach without being totally self conscious. I was able to get up and walk around, talk to people, and it felt really good. I even got a few compliments on my body which made me feel amazing. My self esteem and body confidence are now better than they have ever been.
I am glad you have regained self esteem thru nudity, a great testimonial for nudism I think!
Sam