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bearliners
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Oh gosh

Talking about my first time does indeed bring back a grin on my face along with some hilarious memories.
Well, first, picture this.
I was in my mid 30s, born and bred in a strict swiss huguenot calvinist family,  where walking around the house or simply sleeping naked was certainly NOT an option.
My twin brother and myself we did indeed slept one time n naked.. and.. my Mom found it,
:'( bad idea..  We certainly did not do it again, while we were living under my parent's roof.

I  was living in Denmark at that time, and was invited by some very dear friends of mine to go to the beach, south of Copenhagen,.,
I m not silly, i remembered having seen people sunbathing nude in Germany,and the Netherlands.. but what I never expected is to  go with the flow
In fact, everything went well until we arrived at the beach.. No one had said about sunbathing naked anyway, and we were talking about something totally different.. having a laugh ..
and there we are, by the sea, loads of people already suntanning and no one, and i mean NO ONE was wearing a swimming suit.. well
whoppie. doo
my friends, get rid off their clothes and there they are, in their birthday suit, enjoying the sun

I then realised how chubby i was, how dark my hair was, felt suddenly my genitals shrinking to their limits. and cold sweat running down my back

I had no choice. i was feeling so stupid being the only one with my swimming suit on, that ..without even thinking.. i dropped it.. and sat down on my towel..

what an amazing feeling that was.. the sun just felt wonderful.. i was laying on my back, and enjoyed my first nude suntan .. heavenly is not a strong enough word to describe how I felt..it was magic
the feeling of embarassment lasted i must say... hmm.. one hour.. until i realised that people were not staring at all at me..that they could not care less whether i was fat or thin, dark haired or blond, cut or uncut, hairy or smooth..
we all went to the sea, and i enjoyed my first nude swim of my life

well, it was brilliant..
I was not at ease as i was feeling ugly and ever so vulnerable, but I did it..

and now, by joining you all, I d love to do it again.,.

On ne voit bien qu avec le coeur, l'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux [A. de St Exupery]

 
Posted : July 6, 2009 10:35 am